Tuesday, September 04, 2007

I don't deserve this...

I don't deserve to put pen to paper.
I don't deserve my middle class status

I don't deserve to be strung along.

I don't deserve to participate in any event of oral cleansing.
I don't think that I deserve to stay married to you
I don't deserve the life I have. I don't deserve the trees. I don't even deserve
the rain on my face, which I felt today,

I don't deserve to be loved
I don't deserve you
I don't deserve Jeni....not by a long shot.

I don't deserve to be treated like SHIT for something I didn't do!
I don't deserve it, because I am not a black belt at heart
I don't deserve my wonderful husband.
I don't deserve my beautiful kitchen
I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here.
I don't deserve that. I deserve more

all I know is that I don't deserve this

2 comments:

Conch Shell said...

Did you write this Dwarfie? I really like it.

4th Dwarf said...

Thank you, Sweetie, but the Internet wrote it. I just copied it out.